FEELING BAD N GUILTY

today after dismiss from my lecture
i went back to my hostel and decided to take a good rest
i online and half way i fell asleep.
between the moment i was sleeping,
my mum called.

I answered the phone,
and i told her i wil call her back when i wake up.
about 10pm i woke up
and i straight away give my mum a call.

i was so tired just now
and my whole body was like stil having anathestic drug
i cant speak properly
and so when i talked to my mum.

i was so irritable dat moment.
i talk to her so so so rude.
but she didnt scold me.
she stil talk 2 me nicely.

she told me that she is sad
her collegues is irritating her
but i just simply answer her
didnt even give her too much respond

and she ask me to study hard
dun let ppl look down on me
den she said she is tired
she wanna sleep.
then i just answer her with a ARH
then she putt down the phone.

after putting down the phone i felt so so so so guilty immediately
i shouldnt talk to her dat way!!
i m too bad to b my mum daughter
i wanna give her an apology but i dun dare
den i decided to send her a sms
i hope my mummy wil forgive me.

i noe she wil.
mummy always forgive us no matter how much wrong thing we did
cause they love us!